stuttering

i woke up in the morning i still sleepy and wondering is it good to keep dreaming? cos i always get nothing i'm searching for a food based on my current mood mostly my mood is not good is it the reason i rude? doing my activity to keep myself so busy then my head feel so dizzy it turns out that i'm crazy i'm human with no heart who fall in love with your art and your imperfect part am i allowed to restart? i just wanna talk to you having a conversation with you why are you leaving me away? is it because i did it my way? i know it's hard to understand me even i can't understand myself and now i'm feeling lonely and the clock just showing twelve (soon i'll upload the song)

hidup terasa sepi disini selalu saja aku sendiri inginku agar bisa berdiri berlari melawan sepi kucoba bangun untuk bangkitkan semangat hidupku yang tenggelam di dalam hampanya perasaan sepi serta dingin malam sampai suatu ketika engkau hadir di dalam hidupku beri hatiku penuh warna yang dulu kosong dan berdebu (soon i'll upload the song)